Letter: Secret love

Ever since I first saw you I was so attracted to you. I don’t know what was it, but it was pulling me hard I couldn’t resist.

First it felt awesome loving you, but with the time it turned into a sharp knife cutting through my vocals, a heavy loud on my heart and lungs I can barely stay alive. I wish I could tell you that I love you and live the rest of my life with you. I don’t want to watch you from a far distance, I want to be with you.

I know that you consider me like your little sister, and I hate that. I love you and I get jealous every time a girl approaches you, I feel like I’m gonna die if you liked her. I don’t want to stay quite for so long. I just want to admit it all, spit the words, be able to stair at you without caring if anyone is gonna notice.

My heart breaks every morning I see you and not tell I love you. I worry about you, your grades, your football matches and everything you care about. I want you to be happy and I don’t have the ability to make you happy.

I couldn’t tell you that I love you so I wrote it to you. If you didn’t feel anything just pretend that you didn’t read it and let’s stay friends, don’t take that away from me.


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It's like that question you get in an interview: "talk about yourself" ..
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